Mynameiswot’s Weblog

Why is it that I cannot think of anything positive or interesting to write about in a Blog?

Every time I write, it’s to moan… complain or just feel worry for myself… Clearly I really don’t have much happening with my life to have anything positive to write about… Is that sad or what? Pathetic really!!!

Mind you, there are also other people who are seeking out something to make sense of their life, they spend money to listen to other people witter on about how they can change their life for the better, but the simple fact is, the people doing the talking are having a better life due to these people parting with money, and in turn the money allows you to have a better life…. and so the cycle continues…

So… what has all of this got to do with this piece of depressing writing? Well nothing really… I’m just angry about people (family of sorts) who sponge of others to feed their quest for change….. Why the hell should MY MONEY be used to fund some other sad cunts ambitions? Why should MY HARD EARNED MONEY be freely given out to a complete waster, even though the bullshit phrase of “Family” is used…. SOD that! The way to TRAIN this sort of person is to make then learn that they have to work out how to manage their money and not to just expect others to bail them out.

I grow tired of the losers of the world using people around me to feed their wasting lives… and yet when I try to point this all out it ends up that “I” am the bad one and my life is made miserable. In turn, I am then not allowed to be pissed off that these ponces have created this situation and I am the one in the wrong… So is it any wonder that I await my time to make my point to these people…. in a way that will leave a straight forward and easy to understand mark….

It’s the frustration side to all of this that makes me so angry, and in turn so resentful that “I” am made to be the bad one…. when in fact I am the sucker, the mug and the loser…. The thing is… there is a line that I feel is coming closer and closer that if I cross… the consequences will destroy my life while I will be happy enough knowing that I will have destroyed the thing that makes my life a misery.

For my own sake, I hope this remains a blog just being used to vent my spleen… If it turns out not to be the case, then the person concerned will know what it’s like to face reality…. and then face the truth….